| Monday February 28th; 11am |
[Monday
February 28th, 2011 at 10:47am] |
Private to Mark.You're coming to this party with me, Y/Y? /Private.
Private to Herself.I keep having these dreams about her, ever since that day over at Mark's. I mean, we were totally drunk, but it was kind of hot and I'm sure the dreams don't mean anything, but.. part of me wants to do it again. Part of me wants to.. just kiss her. More than kiss her, I guess. We were changing after practice the other day and I could barely keep my eyes off her tits.
This is insane. I'm not gay. She's definitely not gay. She has a boyfriend. I'm pretty sure I'm losing my mind of something. /Private.
Private to Becca.Hey, do you want to come over for dinner tonight or something? /Private.
Private to Herself.This is SUCH a bad idea. /Private.
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[Sunday
January 16th, 2011 at 1:47pm] |
I know it's a bit early, but I've already started making plans for my sweet sixteen party. Five months isn't too far in advance to play, is it? Especially since I want to make sure everything is perfect.
[Private to Self]I can't stop thinking about that weekend with Mark, Becca and Ant. It was so... we were just really drunk, right? I really liked it when she touched me. So why do I find myself staring at her during practice or in the locker room? Why can't I forget how good she tasted I think about just kissing her when we're alone in there, but that's completely stupid, right? I mean she has a boyfriend and all and I'm not.
And there's Mark. We're.. I don't know what we are. We're friends. We have sex, like, all the time. I know he's not.. I mean he's Mark. It's not like he's the girlfriend type, no matter what he has Amelia believing. I just don't want to be that girl. I don't even know what I'm saying. Maybe I just shouldn't always be available when he calls. Maybe I should stop But I don't want to I'm probably just overthinking things. It's really not a big deal, right?
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[Wednesday
December 8th, 2010 at 1:05am] |
Not to sound like an echo, but it is freezing! Even with the heat going in here, I'm so cold. Blankets! I really need more blankets.
Why was I excited for winter and snow again? I'm ready to have summer back now, please! Or even fall! Fall would be okay, too!
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| Monday October 25; around 7am |
[Sunday
October 24th, 2010 at 3:35pm] |
{Completely Private}I can't believe that really happened. It felt so God, we were drunk. That has to be why I Also, I feel like I've been run over by a bus. Ugh. {/Completely Private}
I don't think I'm going to school today. My head is pounding and I'm a little afraid to actually eat breakfast. Spending the day in bed sounds much more appealing.
{Private to Scotty}Hey, stranger. I miss you. Know any good cures for a hangover? {/Private}
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| saturday sept 11th, just before noon |
[Saturday
September 11th, 2010 at 11:30am] |
{Private}Losing your virginity is supposed to be this big rite of passage or something, but now that's I've done it, it really doesn't seem like such a big deal. I mean, I was drunk and it was Mark of all people, but I'm not sitting here crying over the fact that it wasn't all romantic and special. I suppose that means there's probably something wrong with me.I'm fairly certain Taylor would say so. I know Bethany would. She'd probably think I'm going to hell. {/Private}
First week of school come and gone. It went by pretty fast. It's a shame we can't have a short week every week, isn't it? I'm glad we had that one last summer bash, too. I don't know about everyone else, but I had a pretty good time.
{Private to Mark}Hey, what are you doing later? {/Private}
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| thursday september second |
[Thursday
September 2nd, 2010 at 6:04pm] |
How great is it that Taylor's parents are letting is party at their beach house this weekend? I'm freaking EXCITED! It's going to be so much fun!
So, who's going? Anyone want to carpool out there? It seems silly to take a million cars if we can pile in together!
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[Monday
August 9th, 2010 at 6:37pm] |
Today seems like a good day for shopping, don't you think? My back to school wardrobe is not nearly completely.
Also, I know I am possibly the last person on the planet, but I haven't seen Eclipse, yet. This needs to be remedied as soon as possible.
So... who's coming out with me today? Shopping is always better with a friend.
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| Sunday August 8th; 7pm EST |
[Sunday
August 8th, 2010 at 7:22pm] |
Wow! I can't believe it's almost time to go back to school already. Is it me, or is that a little depressing? Where on earth did our summer go?
I think we should all take one last trip to the beach before it's time to go back. It would be fun, wouldn't it? We worked hard all year and we'll be working hard again soon enough, so I think we deserve it.
So, who's in?
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